So it's confirmed,  your just crazy (or I am).  I have only ever lost coins when I was playing around with multiple wallets and trying to learn a little bash scripting when I should have been using the testnet. It's crazy to think about testing with a wallet with a few coins in it a few years ago when it was only 10 USD  total.  When I realized I had copied over the wallet file and had no backup I thought well that was a good lesson glad I didn't have more coins in that wallet.