Not angry...stupefied by the belligerent buffoons that think they know everyone else's personal situation, and then try and disparage them.
Seems like a great place ...to get kicked around.

maybe you could sell your xpy to your family? your dad, mum or brothers and sisters? They can help out for your card bills and the rally you expect will give them a gain? i mean you're both helping each other. i wouldnt give an internet stranger that help seriously sounds like a good way to get your family involved!!!