I stopped worrying because you are a lost case, but in case I am wrong my advice would be to get out of your owner's (Ruben's) ass as long as you can because it looks you are already deep inside. and if you succeed  the first thing you should do to apologize here for your bad behavior because you can do whatever you like but if you are begging for work and some one gives you work and you accept it and start working as you said and then you stop and let it fall like a hot potato thats not the way people/coders should behave.