now i am worried about mine [amount removed] in my account 
First rule of Bitcoin: you don't talk about how many bitcoins you have.
Is it? I thought first rule of Bitcoin if you dont give your private key to noone.
OK.
First rule: You don't give your private key to anyone.
Second rule: You don't talk about how many bitcoins you have.
Third: hodl.
Wouldn't hodl come first? Because if you ain't hodling you don't have any privat key to care about and no amount to not brag about.