Claim Every opportunity you get.
Don't spend time looking back.
If you want something, man up and go for it, wether its a Gril,boy or a interview.
It's always worse to think "what if" then knowing the answer.
Aspiring, however, I did chuckle at, "Gril"(Common word if you're a gamer).
Where did this world Gril come from? I am a gamer and rarely heard of this but sometimes players make jokes.