My condolences for your losses. I want to let you know that you will get through this and in the big scheme of things you have learned an invaluable lesson. Unfortunately I feel this is the best way to look at a situation such as this. Money is not everything. You have your life still and that is something so very precious. I hope this does not sour you on Bitcoin as it is really the human condition which leads  some of us to pyscho tendencies like scamming others out of money, lying, cheating, killing and so on. I wish you the very best of luck in your future Bitcoin endeavors.