It'll be somewhat like the zombie books that tell you how to turn your house (parents basement or apartment, bungleoo, whatever) into a 'Lil Alamo' so you can imagine going down in a 'blaze of glory' as you somehow mow down dozens of federal agents.  It's totally, absurdly, mythologically fantastic and plays to the stunted emotional intelligence, frustration and denial of male virtues in the society.  So you're left to act that bottled aggression out in fantastic 'flights of fancy'.  And it's not like the vast majority of you are having any worthwhile sex, often, if at all, so we can delete that as a potential outlet.  And so you long for a collapse in which your flabby bodies and childlike personas would be brushed aside like dandruff, out of the way of people that don't have the fear you do and will victimize the hell out of you, as is so often when national governments collapse.