No, I'm not. I'm referring to the avatar you have for your account. That everyone can see including people such as the OP as well as other people not willing to make posts or threads about it. Your user title has little to do with anything. Its like showing a meth addict smoking a pipe saying "don't try this at home kids". Not trying to be an ass, but just have respect for other people.
What if I told you that I have a need to look at the crystals with a daily reminder of
I DO NOT CONSENT in order to not relapse myself?
I don't think that is plausible. If you were looking at a dead man or injured man and some drugs near to him with a daily reminder*, it may help you. What you said now doesn't work IMHO. You may like to use that avatar, but you should also consider other's request. I hope you will.
* I am not saying to put it, just an example.