I offered to use escrow, if you're not interested kindly fuck off.
i want to be escrow if you want. this ll be the first experience for me

you dont have any trust now how you can prove that you will not runaway with their money?
Noone was born with trust. Everyone had a zero trust at the first . All escrow didnt have any trust at the first. İf you dont give a chance a new one, he/she never gets a trust .
True, but usually the escrower is an older member of the community. You need to build up your trust by escrowing small transactions. After gaining some trust people would consider using you for larger transactions but you can't expect people to jump straight into trusting you for high valued transactions.