issue resolved. Thanks to all the nice people. And thanks for exposing yourself as untrustworthy nasty people to all those who used this thread to tell me to end my life.
Oh you're so so welcome! We consider it a valuable service to have made your skin a little thicker. The world is, after all, a not-so-nice place and entitled thin-skinned folks like yourself haven't got an "immune system" so to speak to protect you from the true assholes out there. By being a milder version of such assholes, we build up your tolerance before the real douchebags get to you.
YOU'RE WELCOME.
I don't buy this self righteous rubbish, you're just trying to make yourself feel virtuous even though you did something bad.