Over the past 12 years I've been using/abusing drugs such as Adderall/Xanax/Klonopin, etc..

Marijuana too.  but especially.

Don't use any more, but my desire to do stuff is in the shitter.  I've never kept a job longer than 16 months, and have never had a girlfriend

Just recently I tried to quit cigarettes too.  But keep going back, cause I don't have a desire to do anything.

Alcohol is really easy to control for me, only drink 1 a day.  Anyone got ideas for sober living besides watching TV/bowling/helping homeless all day?