God is putting up with your kind of behavior regarding Him and religion, because it is His way of trying to mend you, a broken tool. If you won't let Him fix you, He doesn't really have any use for you. Into the trash of Hell you go.
Why would your evil god do that to me? Why not just reset my brain, like he will do in heaven?
As BADecker always does, he ignores the part of the bible that writes that no matter what I do in life, I will go to heaven if I accept jesus as my savior. So I can act like trash - I can rape, steal, covert others to another religion, as long as seconds before my death I sincerely accept jesus.
Then I'm in heaven, equal in status to BADecker, who has spent his entire life promoting his god, sitting in the trash of earth. We're equal in the eyes of his god and have the same privileges and same eternity of worshiping a vain god.
Now let's say I love this girl, and heaven for me is that we're together. She hates me, and heaven for her is that we're apart. What's the solution? Do we live in separate heavens, or does god reset our brains so we forget that the person with wings beside us murdered our parents?
See, the problem is when you make up fairy tales, there are always so many holes in your stories. Evolution has no holes - only things we haven't discovered yet.
Pull your head out of the sand BADecker - you still have many years of life ahead of you that you can put to good use!