I am trying to pull my head out of the sand.
This is clearly a cry for help.
As fellow bitcoiners we will help you anyway we can. You are a victim of lies and propaganda from a religion that pushed your head deep into the sand, and holds it there with false promises. We will get you through this.
How does one
try to pull their head out of the sand?
Just do it!! Stop going to church and being brainwashed every Sunday. Distance yourself from other brainwashed people who urge you to go to church. Read books. Learn.
Don't try - do it!