I know this is going to cause everyone to freak out - but have you ever thought that maybe God (however you understand him)
created you the way you are for a reason?
It may come as a shock, but not everyone shares a belief in your specific god. Even if they did, if god made this person the way she did, why would that god put this idea in someone's head? Perhaps it is god's plan.
Do you realize that this is a major drastic change and you will never be the same physically or mentally again?
I kind of think that's the point. Or have you not noticed the early posts from OP indicating they've always felt this way?
Or that your idea of a "career" is only likely to last a few years at the most?
I may be wrong, but I think the porn angle was merely suggested by a potential investor as a means of capitalizing the operation. I don't this it was in OP's initial proposal. Are you worried the economic lifetime of this unique asset would need to be depreciated at a rate faster than the return?