You are stuck in late 2013/early 2014 logic. Probably in your late teens early twenties, with a penchant for gambling? I have been around for 3 years and I am in my late 30's. My account is over a year old. And everything I have said reflects a long-view knowledge of things that happened before you had your eyes open.
There are legions of bagholders fooled by Bryce, Joe and Sam, not dis-similar to you. I could give a shit about any coin once I lucked out long ago, by sheer accident, and now simply watch and commit myself to educating people.
Believe me or not, but in six months, or when you see a Panda in the future, think of me and promise me you'll learn the lesson I am trying to impart.
Best wishes.