I used to think like that but that's when I wasn't as skilled as I am now. I'm not one of the high rank members in the group yet, but I am getting there.
The only reason I'm not a 200 btc trader right now is because I missed several boats where I could have tripled up quite easily.
The ones I did catch, I only put small amounts in the trade so I thought I was getting somewhere but I was just spinning my wheels and going nowhere

This is kinda what I did with MARYJ, I hesitated even though Ryan kept on telling me that it was going to "shoot upwards" (lol) very soon. I really underestimated this one due to my own suspicions about the marijuana coins in general, so this alone shows that even though im quite ahead in this game, i still have alot to learn

you really do have to stop thinking so much about losing, when I initially did that it started happening for me. Very slowly.
I would make 1 btc here, 2 btc there, another 2 btc, a random 4 btc haul. That wouldn't be possible if i was still trying to play small

Ryan has been a big help but I think the point of his teaching is so that we can all become self sufficient