Other than coming to the conclusion that Intelligent Design is the mechanism by which reality self-creates, I'm not even religious.
Frankly I'm impressed that you even acknowledged your chosen set of beliefs was superstition at all, that level of intellectual self-awareness and self-honesty puts you miles ahead of the average theist!Edit:
Nevermind, false alarm. You're religious and dishonest (with us and likely yourself), like so many other theist cowards are when confronted about their faith on the internet. How boring.
@the joint: You say you believe in God as the intelligent designer. Do you believe God exists now or simply did exist but not anymore?
Yes, He exists, and His existence is dual in nature.
Sorry, but you can't sneak your way into the Cool Kidz' Rationality Club without at least a basic understanding of burden of proof.