I don't think anyone here cares about your life story. Go write an autobiography if it's so important to you that people know
I truly enjoyed sitting back and watching everything happen, just as I said it would. I hope one day for you, you realize that karma is NOT a myth and is VERY real. If you still dont believe its real, look at your results and then look at mine, and look at how we operate. Completely different. Your a very broken man, and its controlling your behavior. I actually feel sorry for you. You might get help, but probably not. I wont visit your thread. The story has ended as I predicted. Good luck to you.
Vegas