Seems you have faced many problems by gambling in your past. Well I dont think to get out from gambling since it never ruin my life, but your decision to stop gambling is a great choice. You have chosen best option in your life 
Good luck
Good luckIt was a problem itself inside, you think that it doesnt ruin your life
But in fact it does, but slowly and gradually since you understand that.
If you think that I made a good choice then think also for yourself i think you need too
The only thing that ruining people's life in gambling is the main motivation by them. If they really thinking that gambling is a source of money, well surely it will ruin their life. It can grow your bitcoin, but mostly cant make you be rich.