I feel terrible - you sound genuinely hurt and sad.  Are we finally getting to you? Is the appalling vista of upcoming larger blocks finally dawning upon you?

Your arguments are getting more flaky and desperate by the day. I think you will have to extend you criminal dDos attacks to the whole bitcoin network soon as you start to deal with your sadness through anger.  

ps. I was joking about feeling terrible. So you feel sad? Good.