The communities decisions to ban you would be quite different to a censor. They would establish terms and conditions of participation. You voluntarily sign up to them. If you want to participate in this thread, you have to show respect for others. If you don't, then the comunity can use their human right of freedom of association to distance themselves from you and your conduct.
You are being a menance, we do have the right, as a whole to delete your posts in this Announcment thread until you start using it with respect and following its true purpose.
You are filling it with clutter, you wont debate fairly, you will not accept the counter arguments at all and have demonstrated you are extremely unhealthy at this time.
My heart goes out to you, however, you will not take advice from anyone and thus. That will not be resiprocated fairly until you consider pulling your head in and using the proper forums to be heard.. This is not one of them, the reason that is not clear to you already is just one of the many ammounting reasons that land you in the unhealthy catogory in my mind.
Please consider your options and i encourage you to follow the guidance given to you by people here to be heard in the appropiate way.
You can make your own thread here :
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?board=67.0You can participate in a discussion at slack chat : https://shadowproject.herokuapp.com
You can also make your own thread at the Shadow specific forum :
http://talk.shadowproject.io