It is to be honored your faith in bitcoin. I don't know if your have materialize your desire buying bitcoin in big amounts or yours it is only a conviction without having any bitcoin in your wallet. If it is the first option God helps you my friend because the thoughts say that bitcoin will go high and every coin will worth to much in the times to come. But are thoughts and not facts or things which for sure will happen. Anyhow you, in this case, deserve maximal respect.  If you are the second case you must be considered as a dreamer and only this.