Now I got what do you wanted to tell mate. I want to tell you a story. It was realized, time ago, an Italian movie which had even Oscar for this movie. Its title is: "The life is beautiful". The movie talk about a person which is closed during the second world war in an concentration camp by the German nazi and have its child with it there within. The child is hidden and the nazi didn't know about its existence in the camp. You can understand easy that the hero of the movie was in big trouble. But he invented a big game for its child in order that him believed that was in a place when all the life is a game and that who play this game win a true tank. This game was the real life of both of them in the camp. This made the life of its child happy and at the end both survived because arrived the american soldiers and liberated all the prisoners. And the child had its tank because made a round with one the american tanks.

So my friend go with the life is beautiful even you. You will be better. Invent even you your beautiful life.