It is the case to tell: Thank God that you gamble rarely. In the case of not rarely and your satisfaction in losing money there must be to much money that you must have to have the possibility to gamble. Then (I can't stay without telling this) it is the first time in my life that I hear someone who enjoy when lose money. I wish you good gamble but more than this to not gamble at all (even you enjoy the lose of money on gambling).   Better to find another way to enjoy your money and not to lose those in this way. Better buy some interesting book or go to see a football match. Not because the money used in the last ways give more joy (even, I'm sure that not) but because the raring times you lose the money gambling can become not rarely. And in this case I don't think that you will enjoy more the money lost. It will be to much.