Gambling is a fun game if you can control yourself and do not lose more than you can afford. If you need to borrow money to gamble or it affects your family life, then stay away from it.
OP have problem with gambling, obviosly he can't control yourself, because he appeared this thread.
my suggestion to find some new hobby with pets or plants. but i guess that it is very difficult because there is no adrenaline to which gamblers are accustomed