Thnak you for the reply, and i am no troll

this is the transaction Id: 9ba164d2f43457a8ef6e352a2a700b12b0275370b0ea835222076458be06002a-000 however i was not able to find it anywhere.  i am using Bitcoin Core Version v0.11.0 (64-Bit)

this whole thing makes me feel somehow unsure.... 
any ideas what could have happend?

as i wrote the check mark on the left to the transaction shows a question mark and not a confirmed "check"

grateful for any ideas...