What integrity?
The integrity that comes from taking responsibility for your own bad judgment and admitting when you are in the wrong rather than hurling insults and accusations at the people who try to point it out to you. The integrity that comes from taking an unpopular position because you believe it is correct and because you believe it is what the community needs to hear.
Except you are NOT taking an "unpopular" position. You are taking a logically inconsistent and provably (and proven) untenable position.
Originally I thought you were just mentally ill, but the "coincidence" of the 40% and the 50% arbitrary values coming out of you with the 40% and 50% arbitrary values coming out of Patrick as well as a mounting pile of circumstantial evidence paint quite the opposite picture:
You have absolutely no integrity, you are just shilling. And you should be ashamed of yourself.
You might
at the very least have disclosed your relationship instead of lying about no relationship.