you know what i dont consider my posts spam
That's great, but I suspect lots of people on this site (including staff members with ban powers) think your posts are spam. From what I can see they're mainly short posts that don't seem very constructive. Lots of posts like that can lead to a ban.
im sorry for that i wont post like that again .. im having bad days
why are you even speaking bout the spam ? your issue is the negative rating if i am not wrong and this thread is made to sort that out, right ?
You may or may not be banned for your posts which is a different story.