you see tbh like most of you reading this i was not there at the very beginning.. we wish we were..

but i grinded my geforce card as well as my cpu in litecoin miningpools.. and never got paid.
i gained interest in about all new alt-coins..

dogecoin, maxcoin, usde, paycoin, bbq, hobo.. all those ... i stayed up all night to be able to solo mine som friggin new alt-coin that was supposed to be the shit..

my friends and family said i was wasting my time.. and money..

i got scammed several times .. my last hope was Paycoin.. ( Josh Garza ) turned out to be the biggest scammer of all..

i lost faith in the community.. apart from some users here that are just the coolest people i ever met online and i feel stupid for bringing this out but why do i like bitcoin?

i got divorced.. left everything with my ex-wife and the kids and invested my sold furniture into cryptocoins and so it made me lose the last bits i had..
now my new girlfriend thinks i'm stupid for clicking faucets and putting small investments into bitcoin..
i have no job, no income whatsoever and do the best that i can...

i am lost.. i know she's right.. and i'm not stupid so this probably will be the first time i am being this honest online..

i click about every faucet.. i try to gamble every $0.05 into $10 .. i fail more than i ever could imagine.. i have kids to take care off...

ok this moment i want to erase everything because i don't want to beg and feel like a total loser .. i don't want people to feel sorry for me.. it's my own fault.. i know..
never invest anything that you can't afford to lose.. i know.. i will make it on my own..

but if you feel like helping me out i'd appreciate every small donation... i'm doing the best i can.