Bitcoin is a long term investment to me, I am holding in the desperate hope that we go to the moon & I make lots of money. If not I will have failed & be sad.

The moon again. Cmon man. It will not go to the moon literally or not. It will just rise. Maybe a tide will be good metaphor for that.
But regarding the rise I also am hoping for that big up
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I also consider bitcoin as a long term investment, but it is not guarantee that i will profit so the hope push me to invest more in bitcoin in the near future.