I only cried once on gambling when i lost my tuition fee on horse betting,the thought that my parents is going to beat me and I am not going to get to school again really made me cry of course I cried alone ..
Holy crap if that's for real then you probably ought to stay away from gambling and even from the gambling section of bitcointalk. Just stay away. Gambling as you know I'm sure can be a drug.
OP, I'm not much of a gambler. You lost your whole stake in one roll? Luckily it wasn't an insanely huge amount.