I always refer to Penn Jillette who says, "As an Atheist, I have raped and murdered exactly the number of people that I want to rape and murder... that number is zero"
You're saying it's okay to murder as many people as you want.
As long as that number is zero.
No, that's not what he said.
He said the only reason he's never murdered anyone is because he's never felt like it.
The number is currently zero, but it could change to any number based on the same principles.
I think you're talking out of your arse here.