Your vision of God is weak and small minded and therefore corrupt. If I was raised in your sect and could find no other truth in your cesspit of ignorance, I would become an atheist too.
How silly of you. You want to go from weak understanding to complete blindness.
Just because you are sick in the head, doesn't mean you have to commit suicide like this. Rather, learn more about God through the only things that teach about Him - nature and the Bible.
There are some who are only exposed to a weak view of God that when compared to the glory of simple nature, will chose nature over the weak and corrupt.
Their view of God would be of poison. Even if many apparent Theists accept that poison, the true path would be to reject that poison.
If you worship a false idol and claim that as God. Then the correct choice is to worship no idea as God.
The Bible is as corrupted by the many conflicting views as Christianity. God has no religion except himself.
God is not the Bible and the Bible is not God.
If you read the Bible, know that man is fallible.