It is clear that you don't have any previous experience or knowledge about trading, and you are only boosted by an emotional impulse to trade bitcoins. I would recommend you to stop this attempt in order to get a first understanding of this business if you don't like to blow your whole money.
we were all confused and inexperienced once but over time we made mistakes and learned from them, so you shouldn't just run away if it is confusing.
although it is a good advice to not act irrationally and only based on fake hype that people create on the social media to create panic.