He doesn't like that I outed the AMPs investment scam of Synereo. Ostensibly he had purchased many AMPs. I wouldn't have a problem with his jest, but if you review the other thread From Above created about me, DE went bezerk in that thread declaring that I am a pervert and numerous other allegations that he repeated over and over for several pages. He has been cyberstalking me in any thread where he feels he can try to abuse me.

Scammers don't like the truth. Thus they troll me to try to discredit my truth seeking and probably also just to get revenge. Is that difficult to understand.

Every person who has trolled me in this thread is pissed off because of some vested interest they have, including you.


It isn't that there is no shred of truth in the allegation that I have expended a lot of effort on the forum that could perhaps have been better utilized in coding or some other endeavor. There is some truth to that. But that is not the only perspective. I share that feeling about my own waste of effort, but I also know I gained a lot from the forum. It is a process. Sometimes we can accelerate matters. Being not ill with chronic fatigure has a lot to do with the ability to focus exclusively on coding 14 x 7. Being not ill has a lot to do with being able to formulate detailed design thought and complex thoughts needed for the process of design and computer science. It is absolutely easier to write posts on a forum than the former. I could do the latter in my sleep (well I have basically been nearly asleep much of the time I been posting on this forum). You haven't seen my best. My best was when I didn't know what a forum was and all I knew was my computer screen. I won't belabor the point about health, because there is no way to help you understand what chronic fatigue syndrome and autoimmune disease of the gut and systemic peripheral neuropathy is like. You have absolutely no idea how crap it is until you've felt it personally. It is nothing like being sick with a fever. I can easily work with a fever. It is 100 times worse than that in a way that is hard to describe. I suppose the best analogy would be to go get heat stroke, then try to program the computer.

I will just tell you that I have decided I don't want to live with this illness. If it can't be cured, I don't want to live long like this. That is how crap it is. Now I have possibly a cure with the Oregano oil. We'll have to see. I think I also need a lifestyle change which is to completely stop the computer and be outside all day every day. But how can I do that and also code. So this is dilemma I am currently sorting through what my action plan will be. I'd rather not detail my thinking on this. More wasting time. I am in midst of many aspects right now.