Quite candid and Hilarius post
Just tell them you're a fuck up and you squandered their 90 grand, what's the worse that could happen? LOL
You need to stop trading IMMEDIATELY that is for sure. You obviously don't know what you're doing. But at least you've got those 30 coins, that's like 13 grand. That's enough to move to a new city, change your name and "start all over again"
