I'm not sure where you live, but if you really think you need $110,000 in cash (plus $140K in inventory) to live, I'd start by re-thinking your lifestyle a little bit.

Frankly, I think that most people reading this post will not be predisposed to feeling very sorry for you.  Your initial questions show just a little bit of a disconnect from the reality that most people face, which is to cut back on some expenses in order to invest/speculate in crypto.  Most people don't even have parents that COULD POSSIBLY give them $90,000 in cash for any reason at all.

The post indicates that you might have some life lessons to learn.  Seems like you might have already learned them, but fortunately or unfortunately, your parents have been massive enablers for you.  I'd say either:

1) your parents are effin' ballers who have a shitpile of money and they will bail you out AGAIN just because they can
2)  you really have exhausted all paths and you are just about to really learn those life lessons that you seem to need to learn
3)  Quite possibly, your original post is some kind of parody and you are completely full of shit

But you are highly unlikely to turn 30 into 300.  Just won't happen for you.  Because you haven't faced much adversity, financially, you appear to have the ability to cling to a fantasy.

I hope this doesn't come off too harshly and I certainly hope for the best for you.