Dude, if you are not trolling you need to get a grip.  Listen vuduchyld, From Above and bathrobehero. 
While there can be a fine line between investment, speculation and gambling, you are obviously just gambling with your money.  That would be ok if it was money you could miss, but you decided to gamble away other people's money.  Please stop telling yourself you are a savvy investor. In this thread you are almost asking to be scammed (" am desperate, give me tips to get unrealistic gains quickly" --> seriously dog?  Prepare for the nigerian princes to start sending you personal messages about their favorite little coin).  Stop throwing away the money of the people around you.  The most likely scenario is that you will keep trying to weasel your way out of this mess, but end up completely broke.  The chances of getting back that money are very slim, but since you are a degenerate gambler, you'll probably play those bad odds anyway.  Please don't.  Be a man and face reality before you hit the absolute rock bottom.