Deep down r0ach knows they (the Innovators) will never die. That's why his frustration can not be cured.
Ethereum is bigger than he could ever be and he knows that. Real animals eat cockroaches as a snack.
I feel bad that you have been swindled into this view, as did many others. For everyone involved in Ethereum, may god have mercy on you all.
It will come crashing down on your poor souls very soon.