I don't trust banks.
Why? They make you pay the money back?

LOL.
Not sure if you're actually expecting to get this, but I'll assume you are.
Nobody here is going to spend over 300k to someone who has 90 posts, little-to-no reputation, and nothing to show for it.
The person that posted about why you don't trust the banks was right: You don't intend to pay this loan back, so why would you go to a bank?
If you're serious about this loan, go to a bank. Otherwise, go away.