You came in here asking for a $20k loan and gave no guarantees of repayment. You tried to use the same old Nigerian scam email wording in your first post (the guilt trip route). You then go onto to curse and call members here bitches, fags, etc. The backlash you're receiving surprises you?
Logoff and take a moment to clear your head, i'm sure you'll see the err in your ways.
1) Yes that's what I did.
2) False, there is no scheme here. I am straight out asking for what I need and specifically saying I will not be able to guarantee a repayment. There is no guilt trip, it's merely a perspective. You really need to compare the Nigerian scams with mine. They fabricate an UNTRUE story. I am saying that I will try to pay you back, but that to guarantee would be impossible because I cannot control my fate. I can only say that I will try.
3) I was harassed by trolls and I proceeded to destroy them and you're now suffering the same miserable fate.
4) I did not ask for psychological assistance, bitch. Fuck off.
It's quite obvious that you need psychological assistance. You're way too worked up. People online disagreed with something you said, boo hoo. Come on man, how fragile are you?
Either way, it should be quite clear to you by now (hopefully) that you will not receive what you seek here.
Good luck in your ventures.