At least, it was only from the faucet and not a deposit because if that's so, it really hurts if it's a big amount (actually even small amount sometimes). Just always stay in control, so that you will not regret in the future. Having some fun is not bad, use just small amounts or maybe I can say, bet amounts that you can afford to lose rather? haha Well AFAIK it's not only you who enjoys gambling, many members here (and also others outside bitcointalk) feel the same way.