If anyone should have become an overnight millionaire it should have been me. I've been involved in virtual economies for many years now (mmorpg gold exchanges) and if anyone should have had the foresight to become an early adopter of bitcoin it should have been me but instead I was wasting my time fucking around with virtual gold. I wake up every morning feeling depressed.
You are a very unlucky person, but it is not time to be hopeless. As long as you are there and living you still have hope. Don get depressed to much, instead of thinking too much try to move on and engage in bitcoin. Bitcoins price surges almost every year in great difference so you still have a chance to get rich. So start doing bitcoin and maybe later you are a very rich man.