so what? if i had lied and said i needed it to invest into my milion dollar company would you have lended it me then ? what matters is that you pay it back. and i think i have a decent enough track record here to proof that i do so.  the total amount of debt that people owe me here is over triple the amount i need... people lend money to junkies and gambling addicts but not to a honest working person? it isn't you guys paying for my vacation. its all the money that i already spent on the hotel bookings that is going to waste because i wont be able to afford a plane ticket during high season. thats why i need it NOW. if it wasn't for all those scammers here i'd be going there with double the budget i have now -_- and like i'm gonna scam people for 40 bitcoins. i'm in that sec investigation with pirate im not gonna myself into more trouble with all my personal details with that sec dude.