Yeah every person has different perception and method to get fun, its okay if you get it by doing that. At least you wont lose much again in gambling, it's better than crying our losses because bet high.
Yeah, it is better to cry over your losses than to bet more money and lose it again.
Because you can only just lose again and you will just repent at the end. Which is good that you still realize it after that moment?
Well, better also share your experience in your good friends so that they can also give you an advice after.