Upthread you attacked me claiming I didn't admit I was wrong and implying I had an orders-of-magnitude worse error than the person who I corrected and he corrected me as well.

I explained that I did admit my error but he didn't admit I had pointed him to his error, and I also showed our relative error rates were only a double +34% vs. -76%. So you had pie on your face.

Now you refuse to admit you are wrong by judging my person because you are emotionally offended when I do my analysis (which you call "FUD") on an inanimate object which you are in (what I think is delusional) love with.

Also I want to back up and explain something to you about when I am working 18 - 24 hour marathon sessions. I've have been battling a chronic illness for the past 4+ years after an acute eruption May 2012 (at least, actually started minor nagging symptoms in 2008 reaching remitting chronic by 2011). Although I can't be certain as to the cause (and it could possibly be an accumulation of effects, such as the steroid drops I took for most 2000 to save my blinded eye and other exposure in the Philippines such as being infected Dengue and the numerous bouts with dysentery and amoebas), I strongly suspect that my illness could have been precipitated when my ex-wife infected me with a high strain of HPV on one last ill fated rendezvous in 2006 (which was also in the same month was sister was allegedly murdered by her drug addict husband). I think that because I was horribly ill for 6 months after that, plus my ex was later diagnosed by her doctor as having a high strain of HPV; and I didn't even come out of the hotel room for a month and missed my sister's funeral. 2006 was a bad year for me and my life went downhill from there. 2000 was also a bad year because I was in 3 surgeries to save my eye after an incident 12/1/1999 which has blinded my right eye. In 2006, my coolpage.com was winding down in sales and I had planned to start a new career move, but everything got fucked up by that one ill fated decision to meet my ex-wife to empty a storage unit we had shared from when we last "lived together" in 2002 in Corpus Christi. TX. (Note I don't do drugs) Most of the time I am not feeling like a normal person feels. The brain doesn't have the energy it needs so it struggles. It is not quite a headache, but it is a feeling of lacking energy to roam with the mind. Every thought requires energy. Every action (even getting up from the chair) requires energy. Everything is struggle. Now before in 2014 and 2015 (and even first months of 2016), I was in such a bad condition that I couldn't even muster the energy to accomplish much of anything at all. I was struggling to find the energy to tie my shoes. I would sit in the sofa and stare at my shoes for a few minutes before pushing myself to put them on my feet. Putting on the socks was the most exhausting part of it. Also looping the laces. Inserting the foot into the shoe was easier. Any way, I have improved with some treatments I have described in other recent posts. I am now at the level where I have pretty good energy some of the time, but I also have this feeling in my brain like it is tired (as if my energy is competing against the damage that was done by the years of illness). I often wonder if I have Alzheimers because now sometimes I can't remember what I did a few moments earlier. This impacts my ability to do complex things in my head as I forget something I just thought about. But other times I feel more normal, but still not 100% turbo mind as I was accustomed to in my life before this chronic phase of my illness. Note I do think I am improving. My athletics are starting to get quite good lately and this will be shown if ever I post my recent videos. My illness is something tied into the gut and auto inflammation. I don't have access to the best medical facilities here in Mindanao, Philippines (and I can't afford to go any where) so the only thing they were able to diagnose thus far is fatty liver and roughed kidneys. But they don't know what is causing it. As soon as I have enough funds, I want to go outside the Philippines to get proper medical diagnosis. I suspect maybe a tumor. I really don't know. I think perhaps fungal infection or chronic viral infection. HPV is known to lead to other complications after 10 years. Also when I had the ruptured acute peptic ulcer in May 2012, the acid burned all my organs in my abdomen and perhaps the h.pylori bacteria leaked into my abdominal cavity. I have most of the time some baseline hum of pain in my gut too. And the gut is always my limiting factor when I exercise as it will start to get so aching or weak that I lost the ability to continue. Yesterday on the boxing I was in beast mode and really feeling it but at about he 6 round my gut brought me down to the ground. I got home though and I was feeling like I wanted to go more rounds, very intense feeling which makes me very happy because it is the former self and I really miss that competitive energy and strength. Thanks so much to the universe for letting me start to taste that again. Maybe I am not too old and can get back my extreme athletics that I love.

But I am at least fighting well now and seem to be making improvements every week gradually. I have much less downtime due to Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS) past weeks (or maybe it is 2 -3 months now). Again my head feels like it is spinning (round and round) and I can't remember everything (the brain is not 100% recovered and I am pretty sure I have Multiple Sclerosis-like scarring although I haven't done and can't afford to do an MRI, so got to hope that is improving now which i think maybe it is). Now I am just at the stage of not being able to go full blast, but at least I am not wallowing in bed with CFS as I did most of the latter half of 2015. And I am starting to get some of my fight back. I was able to run every single day. Yesterday I was boxing your face in the gym and if the contorted heavy bag and bits of glove all over the ground is any indication, you had no more face. For me (perhaps it is my Cherokee or perhaps the Welsh/Irish blood), it is important to release these frustrations. Much better on the bag right than on a real person. The attention to detail I guess my German blood. I don't know what traits I get from my French blood. Or perhaps that is nonsense and I get my personality from random mixing of the genes and my environmental upbringing (which is another story as Steemit exhibits we all have a back story). I think the "introduceyourself" story telling on Steemit would be a lot more authentic if it wasn't motivated by big payouts for sob or blocknerd-affiation stories, but then I guess it might shift to people boasting about their achievements. But bottom line is that what matters in terms of content is the goal of onboarding for the ultimate goal of microtransactions ecosystem.

Btw, I planning/hoping to use some of my earnings from Steemit to send my gf and her sister back to finish college (starting Oct 1, they will work outside until then). So they are extremely happy about that. And so I can get some quiet around here during the day so I can focus on marathon coding sessions.

I have no health insurance. And I prefer it that way. I hate to leech off the government. I will pull my own bootstraps if I can just have the energy to do so.