10,000 Bitcoins man.If i have that much then i will go mad and loosing them then i cant describe what my situation will be . May be i will go in big depression..will cry,dont want to live may be do something bad with me.
i would just try to work even more and then try to forget the loss in order not to become depressed or something like that, thats just my opinion
just brood over it's will not recovering about your loss. maybe better to wake up and trying a hard working to getting another amount and forgetting the past experience.