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No, you ARE complaining. About lack of reasons to believe in your investment and looking for someone to hold your hand and help you walk. Your insecurity is revealed in insults which I am not going to answer. Man up and learn to take a risk. If it was easy and risk-free, everyone could do it. This investment is testing if YOU can do it.
The price is falling. Don't wait for Oct 12th, sell now. It may be late in October.