Be glad that God doesn't show Himself in person to you. You would have far better chance at remaining alive in a Fukushima meltdown - or in the hottest part of the sun - than you would in the presence of God... at least in the imperfect form in which you are existing right now.
God could snap his fingers and fix that. You're just making desperate excuses. Weak ones at that.
The same as he could fix other problems in the world but chooses not to.
There's only two remaining options:
1) God doesn't exist.
or
2) God exists, but simply doesn't care.
Take your pick.
and
Wake up!