Hi m8.
What ever you do don't take any drastic steps OK?
Its only some "funny net money" that was lost in this debacle.
Those can be re-earn, won back(not recommended) or simply forgotten(best option)
There is still a lot(A LOT) ahead of you...
http://www.befrienders.org/ check for a help line for you country.
For USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255

Stay with your friendly bitcoin forum and earn those bits back.